Friday, November 27, 2009
I look in the mirror and I see confusion.
Who is this person staring back at me?
Is this me? Who am I?
At times I feel like I am so sure of who I am.
Other times, I feel so stupid for doing things.
Things I never thought 'I' would do.
People say you choose what interests you best.
And I chose you.
But its not always that easy.
It takes two hearts becoming one to show love.
It takes trust to build a relationship.
It takes honesty to make it stronger.
It takes a lot more than that to make it last.
But why is it so easy to hurt?
The happy memories seem so beautiful.
Yet when its anger and pain we feel,
its so easy to forget.
Changes are good.
Changes are needed, no doubt.
But some changes only make things worse.
Right now,
I wonder what changed.
Should we be pointing fingers?
Or working things out?
I made my choice.
And now I wait.
♥PamperedPwincess
Thursday, November 26, 2009
My baby called to tell me he reached there safely.
And I feel so weird not having him around.
Yes, I have been spoiled.
Having him by my side all the time.
Almost everyday of the week.
And now he is far away from me. For 3 days.
I feel like I have all the time in the world, suddenly.
I can sleep early. Wake up late.
I can take my time doing absolutely nothing.
I can FINALLY spend some time reading my book. =]
I know I should be studying for finals now.
But I think I deserve a short break.
Family gathering tomorrow.
Well, at least Mahrun will be there to entertain me.
I need a girls day out.
Blondie, Crazy lady, Bestie and me.
Soon.
Im looking forward to that. I am.
♥PamperedPwincess
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Oh, how I love waking up to happy texts.
It really does make a differences.
I wonder how that works.
How a person starts their day affects them.
And how the rest of the day goes for them. Funny, huh.
Anyway, today was a good day.
Got some work done.
Went for lunch with the boyf's family.
Then boyf came over to my house for dinner with my family.
Its all good. =]
I love steamboat. I do.
I hate the itchiness I feel later on, tough.
Seafood. Sigh.
I just wanted to blog.
A happy post to remind myself,
and all my readers,
there will always be sunshine. (;
♥PamperedPwincess
